I know that I kind of disappeared for a while. Sixteen days to be exact and I want to say that I am sorry. I have been debating whether I wanted to tell you guys the reason or not. But then I figured if you’re taking the time out of your day to read my little blog I at least owe you a little explain. First off I was moving the first weekend in December which led to the reason why I disappeared for two weeks after that. i know many of you didn't know but I was ten weeks pregnant. During the move I managed to fall but I thought everything was ok until I started spotting later that evening. Me being a little worry bug that I am scheduled an ultra sound for the following Thursday. On Thursday my hubby and I went in thinking that everything was fine and we had a little live peanut in my belly. Come to find out that our little baby didn't have a heartbeat. It was devastating news, since I already have troubles getting pregnant in general; we were so excited with our little munchkin. My Dr. broke us the bad news and scheduled a D&C for the following day. Friday I went in and got it done. Since then I have been taking the time to heal not only physically but emotionally. It is devastating to lose a child. We may have not known our little baby but we already loved them very much. To top it off my husband left to work six hours away on Monday and I hate it when he’s gone. Thankfully he has been super supportive through this whole process and took very good care of me over the weekend.
I hope to get back to blogging on Monday!
Love you All!
kiki, my sweet sweet friend.. i am soo sorry to hear your loss, i was so excited for you too! i can't imagine the heart ache you and your husby are going through! Praying for you two!
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My thoughts and prayers are with your family. I hope you find new strength in every day. You will get that positive test again soon, and nugget will stick until term :)
ReplyDeleteGirlfraaand. I'm so sorry!! Please know that my thoughts and prayers are with you and the hubby. I can't imagine the hurt, but I'm sending love and hugs your way! xoxoxoxo
ReplyDeleteOh, Kiki, so sorry to hear about this. Sending you lots of love during this hard time. Xoxo
ReplyDeleteWhat devastating news! I am so sorry to hear that! Time heals all, sending positive thoughts your way!
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My thoughts are with you and your husband.
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry, girl. I will be thinking and praying for you both.
ReplyDeleteI am just so incredibly sorry!! I can't imagine how devastating that must be. I will definitely keep you, your husband, and family in my prayers and pray that God gives you peace during this difficult time. I will be thinking of you, sweetie.
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Ashley
I am so sorry for your loss :(
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