I know that I kind of disappeared for a while. Sixteen days to be exact and I want to say that I am sorry. I have been debating whether I wanted to tell you guys the reason or not. But then I figured if you’re taking the time out of your day to read my little blog I at least owe you a little explain. First off I was moving the first weekend in December which led to the reason why I disappeared for two weeks after that. i know many of you didn't know but I was ten weeks pregnant. During the move I managed to fall but I thought everything was ok until I started spotting later that evening. Me being a little worry bug that I am scheduled an ultra sound for the following Thursday. On Thursday my hubby and I went in thinking that everything was fine and we had a little live peanut in my belly. Come to find out that our little baby didn't have a heartbeat. It was devastating news, since I already have troubles getting pregnant in general; we were so excited with our little munchkin. My Dr. broke us the bad news and scheduled a D&C for the following day. Friday I went in and got it done. Since then I have been taking the time to heal not only physically but emotionally. It is devastating to lose a child. We may have not known our little baby but we already loved them very much. To top it off my husband left to work six hours away on Monday and I hate it when he’s gone. Thankfully he has been super supportive through this whole process and took very good care of me over the weekend.
I hope to get back to blogging on Monday!
Love you All!